Your third sentence: but I've just been told it could happen because I'm trying to get too many points on how I feel across to people, - I do this so much. And sometimes I feel that I can see so many things on a much larger scale then so many people, but I can't share the knowledge in a way people can understand. My inability to communicate my thoughts has caused me problems at jobs - it also causes me to over clarify, and then people say I am talking to them like a child. I think if people learned more about this they would see that a lot of BPD people might do this. Or maybe its BP (still learning to differentiate symptoms of the two).