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Old May 05, 2016, 05:35 PM
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Originally Posted by granite1 View Post
i had the strangest session tuesday . out of the blue my T got up and started typing on her computer and kept doing it . it made me so uncomfortable. she kept doing it as she was trying to talk to me . i just said i wanted to leave. and got up to go she asked me to sit down and stay. i did because i didnt want to storm out but i felt like she had other things more important to deal with . she has never done this before . i finely told her i was having a problem with her doing this and i would rather her let me leave instead of sitting there as she did this.she explained that she was just typing what i was saying . i dont understand why she didnt explain what she was going to do before she did it . it seemed like she wanted to make me uncomfortable and upset but i dont understand why . im counfused and am finding it hard to trust her . it was like she wanted to punish me for asking for an extra session . ill never ask again .she doesnt need to worry about me getting to close to her and doing horrible things to keep me away either . i know my place .
I'm sorry. But I'm sure the reason was good. Just be sure to ask your next appointment. Big hugs, Granite1. Big hugs.

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