Thread: My dream diary
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Old May 06, 2016, 02:30 AM
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This one was quite obvious. Yesterday I probably failed (from what I've checked) my Maths final for the third time (I'm three years ahead of everyone), which is required for university, which means that I'm stuck in life for good.

I dreamed of visiting my old teacher (the one I really admired, such a wise, charismatic person, I haven't seen her in 5/6 yrs) with my friend who's a law student. She was asking both of us how we managed ourselves in life and how's our career going. He told her about his studying and plans and I just stood there, reminded myself that I failed these exams and that the path I've chosen is closed for me, got angry and ran out of the class with years in my eyes.
Then there was these scene of me fighting, full of rage, with some kids at my other school, there was my high school teacher there and that was all quite correct, because I had a huge, rebellious break in high school, as I couldn't deal much with being worse and not coping. I already knew back then that I'm gonna have a huge trouble with achieving anything.

Also, yesterday (in a real life) I met two of my old friends and noticed that I'm getting fully sociophobic again. One of them was this guy which I had a pretty rough time in the past, because I was obsessed with him. I had a dream about it, too.
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