I have ptsd and need to see a therapist thst deals with trauma, My problem is I space out all the time, I will go on these throwing away sprees and not remember that I did it, It is like I am in a black out even though I am fully concious, People will tell me things in my past that I do not remember" But at the same time I dont feel like I have multiple personalities or could I an it not be that noticeable, I am very confused about every thing in my life right now