At moment I'm not hiding but in past I have like I would never leave the flat in months that how come I got 2 year employment gap. I am going to finish my last two exam of university next week, even though I will probably fail I'm hoping I would get enough marks to get into next year of university, I going to see mental health advisor as well go talk about how I have slacked off this year and got myself into pickle over work. I'm looking for summer job and failed one interview already. Thing is I got interview next week on Friday but I've applied to same company before and failed interview do scared I will fail again. I'm scared for summer I won't be able to get job and be unemployed which mean depression will creep back also I've I have failed this year of university and don't get back into next year then I nd stuffed again unemployed and failure.