don't look at me for advice!. (no, seriously!)

i'm shown all these coping methods and stuff, but never use them.. i know i have to do it more

i confess that SI is actually a big part of my life- about a big a part of my life as it is for someone else to breav

that's embarrassing, but that's something i have to confess... something i've given up trying to control because i don't get anywhere