Rainbowzz, I don't really have that problem (although I surely have many others!). I think what keeps me motivated in therapy is that I pay 100% of my T's fees out of pocket, and he ain't cheap! No way am I going to go to therapy and waste my money by not participating or working. If that was the case, my money would be better off in the bank. Are you paying for your own therapy or is your insurance covering it?