Hi Superheroine,

I'm sorry but I haven't caught your work saga either, but I'm guessing it's been a really difficult time for you inc. adding fuel to the depression
And coming through, out the end of something like that isn't necessarily going to be easy, it may take time...........but you are in a way on the path to "closure".........and while you're still there reaping some of the benefits, remember that you've earned those benefits/they're your entitlement for the work/effort you've put in.............and there is a brighter future up ahead
And that future is a future you've already started to piece together!!!! KUDOS, and you should be REALLY proud of yourself!!!!
I'm thinking that maybe gradually as you see that business starting to turn over, it might be more then that you start to really feel your accomplishments...........obviously starting to build a business can be hard, but you've taken major steps in putting in the groundwork, and that's MASSIVE!!! Try not to undersell that accomplishment to yourself!!!
It may be "just" a beginning..........but it's such a positive beginning, including that imminent departure from the place of work that has "hung over you so heavily"

Alison