I used to tell my t every time I cut. I hesitate now because he might want to send me back in the hospital or an RTC. I don't cut anymore but I still SI: punch walls, bang my head, etc. I've thought about cuting. I have 4 blades in my room right now, but I resist. I'm not just doing it for myself. I'm doing it for my mom, dad, my little brother and my t. My only concern is fixing this broken relationship with a certain someone.