Ennui - That is an amazing achievement for you. I am proud that you did it, please be proud of yourself I am sure you must look very different even if you can't see it yourself.

I have had a week of rollercoaster moods but basically I am doing ok. I still don't have much self confidence but I keep taking one day at a time and try my best to look after myself and not worry about the things I can't change.