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Old May 06, 2016, 04:04 PM
Anonymous37914
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Ennui - That is an amazing achievement for you. I am proud that you did it, please be proud of yourself I am sure you must look very different even if you can't see it yourself.
Thank you! I just wish I could see the difference is all. :P I've worked so hard to get here and it's like there's no reward in it because I look the same as I did 52lbs. ago, at least o myself... Other people have told me they can see a difference, but I can only tell it in the way clothes fit now vs. before. In the mirror I can't see a bit of difference, and that's where it counts most, because I'm losing weight to feel okay with how I look. But I'm starting to feel like that won't be happening. I know I am obese still, but you'd think 50lbs. would make a considerable dent. I've even considered the possibility that I might have BDD, as I just can't see what others do. I'm trying to just be happy about the loss but it's hard when I feel like it's all for naught.