I don't ****ing attention seek. My mother said she didn't find anything wrong with me when she looked at my facebook. Of course she doesn't because I don't want to display my emotions on facebook but she thinks I attention seek by self harming? No I don't attention seek. I don't plan like "HAHAHAH I'M GOING TO FU CKING ATTNETION SEEK BY CUTTING MY ARM WITH A KNIFE AHAHAHAHAHAHA BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE SO FUNNY." Just go away mum. She said there is nothing wrong with me. So I feel like everything I do is normal and ok but then she goes and says "you're spending too much time in your room" Well if you aid there is nothing wrong with me and spending time in my room is normal I will do it and everything that must seem normal that I tried to keep to myself for a long time. Everything must be fine then. EVERYTHING IS FINE HAHA