Why do you think you self harm? I did it because of psychosis , and obession. I couldn't not self harm. I used to cut the bottoms of my feet. Every time I took a step it would hurt for days afterward. Once I got on the right medications I stopped doing it. Maybe Seroquel isn't the right medication for you. I see you are also on an antidepressant. They can exacerbate mania sometimes. You should probably speak to your Dr about these feelings and maybe talk to a therapist since your mom isn't listening. Maybe have her also talk to your therapist separately and together. That's what I would do. She isn't listening so find someone, like a therapist who will. I hope this helps. Prayers are with you.

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