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Originally Posted by ennui.
I've lost 52lbs. and there's no difference in how I look at all... fighting the urge to give up and binge. I'm not even happy about finally surpassing 50lbs. I'm only doing this to look like a human ****ing being so I can maybe go outside and have a life someday, but if it's not going to work then I might as well binge and stay fat and ugly while also enjoying some kick *** food.. ughghghh being ugly makes me depressed.
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Wow !!!! You are brave. I admire you