I'm just flat. I guess that's a good thing. I'm pretty stable. But I miss my hypo days. Loads of posts on my end ect lol. And I know why I'm not getting hypo anymore... Because my pdoc took me off my stimulant. I admit I abused it because I loved that happy energetic rush. Last time I was in her office she could tell I was hypo and took me off it. It's a good thing because I'm not crashing all the time. But damn, I miss the good parts! It's to the point where I'm tempted to go find adderall. Just for the night? Please? But no, I won't do that because I know what follows after the rush. [emoji30] Don't get me wrong, I'm proud of myself by staying away from the stimulants but cravings are a part of the addiction. When I was using and abusing I became a monster. Days with no sleep followed by days of exhaustion and depression which kept me chained to my bed and I never want to be in that cycle again.

Just needed to get that off my chest. Maybe it belongs in the addictions section so mods, move if you need.

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