I actually got a check in call from my pdoc today and I told him I was uneasy about my bipolar diagnosis because he asked me what was bothering me

He told me why he believes I'm bipolar, and spent 20 minutes convincing me. I guess it helped a little, even though he probably wanted to strangle me at the same time

Have you tried having a convo with your pdoc? Like, ask her why she thinks you're bipolar? It helped me to have this convo. It puts her on the spot and forces her to cough up her "evidence".