it is such a wide variety of bp ... not everyone looses there house or dances naked in the streets .... it is more an inhanced range of moods that seem beyond your control .... I have never felt I was "sick" enough to be bp ... but like you many dr's and several T's have said "I have all the symptoms" ... so I have accepted it and to be truthful it gave me peace over it ... I have stopped fighting with myself .... I hope you find peace too ....