Yikes, apfei! I hope you were able to get a new Pdoc soon after.
it's sad that you feel regret over it. After all, you didn't do or not do something intentionally (which to me is what regret is from). You simply didn't know at the time, and in traumatic times, we don't always have enough clear thinking to think to question things, you know? I really hope you do not feel this regret from blaming yourself. Please be gentle with yourself, ok? We do the best we can at the time.
You didn't know then what you know now.
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Originally Posted by apfei
@InnerZone: that's tragic. She should lose her license. It's always so hard when you finally ask for help and you get nonsense. So demoralizing. Hope you feel better these days.
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Thanks, apfei. It was a lifetime ago. Certain things just ring in one's head forever it seems. That was one of them. I'm still incredulous about it, but I'm pretty sure there was no ill intent, and with the way I was raised, I don't know that I would have been diligent in getting enough help to really have changed the course of things. Getting help was simply not something we were supposed to do. (F'd up, yes.)
There's only ONE that I will never forgive, and that was a medical doctor. Long dead I'm sure. He can rot in hell.