I can imagine that your work must be retraumatizing. I was reading from the ACA hand book about relationships at work and how we recreate those from our traumas so that people at work cause our PTSD to be aggravated...my opinion: work sucks when you have PTSD. Period. Doesn't matter your field. We all experience that retraumatization, so we know what you're feeling.

Hope it gets better.

Seesaw