How does this work? I've officially been diagnosed with PTSD, went into a month of hospitalization for it and all of the sudden I'm dangerous?
Are you ****ing kidding me?
"I think you need to go back to the hospital."
"I think you need someone around you 24/7."
"You need to calm down or I'm calling 911." -Coming from someone who just told me that I'm not trying hard enough and yeah, I got a little upset.

What am I, a time bomb. If things get too bad, again, I'll handle it. I'll let someone know I need some help. Just 'cause I'm a little messed up right now I need a constant baby-sitter and someone there to hold my hand? Just 'cause I'm messed up I'm going to hurt someone? I will if they keep this up, punch someone right in the throat if they ask me one more time if I'm okay. (Not really, but I want to).
Of course I'm not "okay". I have PTSD and fall into flashbacks so heavily I completely disassociate. I'm depressed to a point where I'm hardly able to smile. I spend the majority of my day feeling like I'm in a dream. Yes, I'm hyper-vigilant as ****. And yes, I'm angry: At every single person treating me like a handicapped time-bomb who's hand needs held. I think I'd be better off if every single one of these people crawled down and out of my ***. (I'm not talking about anyone on PC, you guys are awesome).
And people wonder why 1) I stopped telling the truth when directly asked. And 2) Why I stopped telling any one of these wanna-be therapists what's going on inside my head.

I'm so done with people right now.