I don't find my bf physically attractive ... at all ... and I never have.
Please, no hate responses.
Am I attracted to him as a person? Very much so! He's so incredibly sweet and treats me so well.
But I can't help feeling incredibly guilty over the fact that I'm not at all attracted to his looks.
Perhaps it's not so much him, personally. If you asked me to describe in general the kind of looks I'm attracted to - he would be the polar opposite.
I've never considered looks at all important for getting to know people - which is why we hit it off so well.
We connect great on all other levels.
But it's really consuming me lately that I can't look at him physically and feel anything. Even when we're intimate.
And here's the hardest part of all for me to even admit to myself let alone type here ...
I can't help but feel a bit let down ... Sorry 
I honestly thought in the beginning, that with time, I'd grow to be physically attracted to him - but that simply hasn't been the case.
Why am I feeling so damn disappointed today that this is still the case, two months down the line 
... and questioning just how important being physically attracted to your partner really is in the bigger equation
This was embarrassing to admit to
*runs and hides*