hey,
I'm beginning to accept that i may have a drinking problem,, certainly a bad relationship with alcohol.
While i don't even drink every week - when i do, i don't seem able to stop more often than not.

last night i went out and got pretty drunk, i had a good time - but then things started getting messy. I suddenly realized that i had missed the last train and would have to get a bus back.. then on the way to the bus i realized i had left my card behind a bar and forgotten it...
So then i had a 2 1/2 hr walk home starting at 3.00am.. and for about half of it i was actually considering just sleeping on the street, as it was either that or keep walking.
Well i made it back, but some ****** robbed me on the last 20mins of my journey... and while he was much bigger than me, i wasn't sober enough to do anything about it anyway..

So, that sucked a lot... and of course the hangover today is horrific..
I've been recommended to alcohol treatment groups e.t.c...
but i've yet to go as i'm not sure if it will work for me.
I'm on Diazepam which is always a contributing factor to me getting messed up on alcohol..

I'm fed up with things like last night happening, only thing is alcohol is the only time i socialize as it tones down my anxieties.

C5