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Originally Posted by TrailRunner14
Tomorrow feels like such a heavy time for me to be looking at doing. Going to see my mom for Mother's Day and my brother is going tone there. Can I just say they are the epitome of what the word negative means in the dictionary? I already feel the agitation that their negative attitude is going to try to leach on me. Yuck!!!!!
I want to go and honor my mom. I bought her a knock out rose bush to plant in her front yard. Pretty. Smells wonderful. Something bright and beautiful for her. I so don't want to be overwhelmed with her negativeness.
My brother is much like her. Negative comments about his job, his wife and kids. We don't really have a relationship because I can't bear to be around him and listen to him.
It's already stressing me!!
Sorry to whine. Just wanted to say it. Please, if you don't mind, send some positive prayers/thoughts my way. It really doesn't look or feel pleasant tomorrow.
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I will definitely send prayers your way, trailrunner.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This is, and will always be my life.
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