I went through a very dark period several decades ago. I went to therapy, I got help, I became functional again. I've been fine for years, with occasional dark patches here and there. Lately, though, I've been increasingly troubled. This time, though, there's a serious trust barrier. I don't really trust anyone, even a therapist, to really care what's going on with me. I don't really have anyone I consider a full-fledged friend, at least not someone who's willing to just let me vent and cry and scream. My spouse tries, but that's one person and I don't feel right pouring everything there.

Does anyone else feel like this?