Yeah, I'm a total party pooper!

Today is my 25th birthday and my friends want to celebrate, but they want to celebrate at a bar. Well, I don't/can't drink ('cause of meds and stuff), so I told them "Yeah, I'll see if I have time today. Might not 'cause I have family over." (which is partially true)

I've never told them I'm BP and I've never told them I can't drink alcohol. I feel sort of sh*tty hiding it from them, especially since they all drink.

To be honest, I LOVE being by myself. I just want to spend the day sleeping, relaxing, watching movies, and browsing the internet. (Yeh, kind of lame.. I know! But that's my idea of a "perfect day".) I'm going out for dinner tonight with the family because we're going to celebrate mother's day and my birthday at the same time, and I'd much rather do that than go drinking.

It's sort of hard to relate to other people my age when they all seem to love drinking. I don't mind being a party pooper, though!