I hate being down...it is crippling...everyone noticed today I wasn't myself...even people at work...barely functioning today and yet critical deadlines...will it ever end...could I just call it the end...I alienate most people I come in contact with...

I'm worn thin
will it ever end
the constant
never ceasing
ride I'm on?
The pressure
to perform
I can't take
much more
of all of this.
When will
it cease this
never ending
ride. Can I
get off it?
No strapped
in for life
to be on
a never ceasing
roller coaster
ride. Wishing
to be free...