Stress...

played such a significant roll that I didn't eat for 42 hours...I'm not proud of this...just pissed off at myself...during the last months before I left my former wife...I lost 40 lbs in 3 weeks as the stress consumed me...I write here as I would probably be considered a compulsive over eater...then to the other extreme of not eating at all...stressed to the max...forgetting to eat and then deliberating forgetting...or rewarding myself for a day well done...

I had some lunch today then dinner with the kids...smaller amounts then usual...people have notices me not taking lunches...easy to explain as there is work to be done...or I didn't sleep well so I missed breakfast...the stress is consuming me and I'm finding all the negative familiar things to use...

What a hypocrite I am...