((Lemon))

I know you want her to save you and to rescue you from where you are right now..I really do understand those feelings and the frustration that comes with them. It's also frustrating when other's don't guess what we want from them.

She wants to help; she's been there for you and it sounds like she wants to continue to be there for you. She needs something from you though; she needs you to call and reschedule. Then, when you go back, talk to her about all of this; what you wanted, what you expected, how you felt. It would be a great starting point!

I hope you feel better soon.

hugs