Mine is cold and dark with clouds. Colors are washed out of the landscape and everything is sepia toned. I feel like an enormous weight is crushing the life out of me; it's even too difficult sometimes to raise my arms or get off the sofa. My whole body hurts. And nothing interests me or ever will again because depression is FOREVER. (Thankfully that's not the case, but it sure seems like it when I'm in the middle of a depressive episode.)
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
Tardive dyskinesia
Mild cognitive impairment
RX: Celexa 20 mg
Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
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