**trigger alert**

Well your not alone here either. I to have body memories exactly as you described....they are graphic. Mine will double me over in severe pain, render my arms motionless or just being touched. I haven't been brave enough to try massage T's as of yet. They are the most disturbing of all my flashbacks. It's also hard to recover quickly from them, it's like the injuries have to heal all over again.

Thanks to those who mentioned being cautious when checking out massage T's. I appreciate the advice.