I know it takes time, but it seems like everyone already has their circle. Everyone seems to have such an easier time making friends. The only person who seemed interested in years moved far across town, and she has kids. I can't afford to drive out there all the time and she's usually busy.
I had a friend like what I want once. From 4th grade until senior year of high school. Then she abandoned me when I asked how she could trust her boyfriend after he cheated on her with his ex. And not just cheated, the ex was a friend of ours and she told me he cried and said he wanted to break up with my best friend and go back with her, the ex, as soon as they all graduated. It's a long story, but believe me, I kept my mouth shut for a long time, until she told me he had said it was okay for her to fool around with other girls. With his track record, I said that seemed like a good excuse for him to cheat and not feel bad. We didn't talk for months after that, and our friendship was never the same.

I only spoke up because I cared. I would want my friend to tell me if I was blind to the fact that my boyfriend was scum. But I feel like something inside me broke then, and I've never been whole since.

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