Okay will I have been thinking and honestly I am undateable because of my bitterness and sad and negativisness so I am basically tired of blaming an entire gender for my problems when I am the one who is bitter towards them. They are honestly not responsible for my problems and honestly if you treat anyone like **** there not going to want you so I can honestly understand why no man would want me because of how hatefilled and depressed and apathetic I've become. They honestly at least want someone who cares about themselves at least. I am the bitter one and I don't want to be anymore but how do I transform all these negative feelings I taught myself for so long. Nobody should have to put up with my anger just because I am the one who feels like a ****** not good enough for any man. Why am I projecting my feelings of being a ****** and angry person to them? This has to end if I honestly want a chance of being freed from these emotions. I guess sometimes you just need to stop projecting your vile emotions and look at where they came from. If I get uncaring and apathetic guys its honestly because they mirror all of my beliefs towards myself and others.