I've really started to think aot about self harm, even suicide. I haven't started cutting, but it's really tempting. I've stated to bite and scratch at my skin, rip/bite off chunks of my hair, and can't stop thinking about self harm. I often walk into the bathroom and hold a razor above my arm, but then be to scared to actually do it. I'm scared that i will really hurt myself sometime. I have anxiety disorder also. I don't want to die or anything, at least i don't think so. Sometimes i do feel like i want to though. I get these huge urges to hurt others sometimes to, but mostly just myself. I can barly keep myself from starting to cut. But i know how bad it is, so i don't want to start it then get addicted. The edges are so incredibly huge that i can't take it jcuh longer. How can i stop these HUGE urges or self harm?