T. I am so sorry for getting in contact with you again. It was the wrong thing for me to do for me and it was the wrong thing for me to do for you. It doesn't do anybody any good.
There is so much panic, conflict and pain here, and it wants to reach out to you, but I know that will not be a positive thing for anyone and it will be a negative thing for many, so I will not allow it.
We want very much to say goodbye to you, but that cannot be allowed either. We can only say it here, to the nothingness.
Goodbye, T.
We love you, and we know your love.
You have meant everything to us.

They don't want to say goodbye, they cannot stand the thought of not seeing / hearing / knowing you again.
I don't know how to let go, but I know it is the only thing that can be done.
I don't know how to overcome this conflict, except with an iron fist.

Delete.