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Originally Posted by Pflaumenkeks
Hey AlwaysChanging2,
It feels good to hear that. Clothes are not that big deal. Women are accepted to wear "man clothes" so nobody cares anyway. But they still see me as a woman and sometimes I'm so angry about it. When I have a beard they are at least forced to overthink that 
But at work (software testing) I'm not brave enough. I'm on my way getting a fix contract and a promotion. And I need the money (don't we all?)
But I'll try to be more myself at university. In my private life I'm more and more able to do so  |
Yes I hear, clothes aren't that big of deal, in my head though, it is just to me (isn't it always?)
I totally understand about trying to be yourself somewhat. I had to teach myself and try to behave like a male even though this body is male. I would analyze an awkward moment or a decision thats taken wrong and figure out the appropriate male response. I had to learn how to get cocky and self-confident, to not move a certain feminine way, hold my head up and look them in the eye, develop a strong but restrained attitude,....
It took a lot of practice and booze. I'm sure that I could of done it without the booze, but it sure helped.
Good luck!
