YOU have done nothing to feel guilty about or to blame yourself about. It is your T who IS guilty and who IS to blame and who should feel ashamed and I agree with Alex and Echoes - he is just CYA'ing and trying to sweep under the rug his totally unethical behavior in the hope that you do not report him to the licensing authorities. He took advantage of a patient's vulnerablities and preyed on you - he is a predator. Please get a new T - far, far away from him and his "group."