It gets so old, doesn't it? Trying to explain something to someone that just can't possibly get it and you try and try....

I've quit trying. Nobody sees what I see or how I be. And now that I quit trying to explain stuff, I feel much much better, less drained. And if I hear, "why did you do that?" I just blow it off.

But I think for now on I'm going to say that "You are not qualified to know".

Believe me, everyone in the family tells me to "get over it and move on". I would if I could! I can't help it that the pain is burned into my soul and it still hurts.

Please take a break.

I hope that you feel much better.