It amazes me how you all are so wise - I just haven't thought of it from these view points......thank you!

He sent me a text 10 mins ago, to which I have not replied - it did say: "lunch tomorrow, water side bay......four us there....come and relax with us...."

Since I went back, feel addicted again, like I owe him something...feel I need to protect him.....it's like a powerful drug....I know that you all speak the truth, finding it hard to break through this......!!!!!!

Thank you all!!!!!!