It doesn't get quite lude. I mean, I have thoughts about sex that I never ever verbalize, but the raciest thought I ever texted her was "I'd love to slip you out of your bikini." And that was at night while we were texting in bed. And I told her I promised myself I would never tell her that. I can't remember what her reply was, but it obviously didn't offend her because we kept meeting and chatting. I get that my latest comment was too much, and my god, will I ever not say anything like this to anyone again. I just don't know how to stop myself from thinking I'm a bad person for having sexual thoughts. It's probably related to how I was raised.

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