I'm just not sure what to do. Because I told my GP about the procrastination and not feeling like doing anything just before Christmas, but he didn't mention anything about possible depression or anything mental back then. I had read about it online, which is why I went in the first place, but I didn't really bring it up either. I don't know, I just don't want to suggest something and then it ending up an exaggeration. Also, I still live with my parents and I'd rather them not knowing about all this for the moment. My uncle has been dealing with alcohol problems for the past year and a half and got divorced because of it, so my cousin has it a lot harder. I don't want to come across as a complainer or someone with depression when my life is 'perfect'. The same goes for looking for a therapist I guess. I don't want to bother them with maybe nothing while they have patients that probably need their time more. I find it hard to talk about as well. I've never said any of this to anyone (except the procrastination part). I'd feel really embarrassed, I hate talking about feelings and everything. The only reason that I can say it here is because I can type it.