I just wanted to check in. I'm supposed to let people know when I don't feel good because it keeps me from pretending I'm fine when I'm not.

I'm depressed. I'm sad and tired all the time. It's been like this for a couple of months. There's just so much in life I have to do. I'm trying to take care of myself and hold down a job and everything. It's really hard when I don't feel good.

But how do I know if this is a problem? My doctor doesn't want me to call unless it's a problem because I can handle things on my own now. SO maybe this is just a phase or the stars just aren't aligned right, and it will pass. I haven't hurt myself, so I guess I'm ok, right?

IDK. I'm just tired and sad and confused. Thanks for letting me spill!