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Originally Posted by JustShakey
(((Darkness)))
It's perfectly normal for kids to cause tension - it's part of growing up, and becoming an emotionally healthy adult, and something that most parents expect when they choose to have children. Don't ever feel bad for being a kid 
It's very sweet of you to want to take away your mom's pain, but as a mom I can tell you that the best way to do that is to focus on 'doing you'. You can't make your mom's problems go away (only she can do that), but you can make her proud of you by doing the very best you can for yourself. Watching your child thrive might just be the best feeling in the world  |
That is what she tries to tell me. To get my degree, get married and have kids. Hard to do, but I try. And I think me and my siblings have caused more tension that other kids, with me having OCD, Generalized anxiety disorder, and social phobia, and my sister with depression, and ADHD, and my brother refusing to get help he needs (not only for his ADHD, but other things as well). We are just a bad mixture of mental and physical problems. And my mom continually tells me how she thinks she did something wrong on raising us to cause these problems. But it's not here. Honestly. And I keep trying to tell her that. But my parents have always had problems. It's just worse now. Thank you, by the way. I love the responses. They really make me think about things.
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There are so many things wrong with me, and sometimes I believe there is more than what is diagnosed. I fear never healing, being left alone to crawl this heartless, cruel world. I hate myself so much, and sometimes, as much as I hate them, all I really want is a heartfelt hug. Will I ever make it through this thing called life? Or will I drown in the darkest depths of the ocean? Only time can tell. As for now, I just hide and I fear. This
is, and will always be my life.
