i wrote a long letter to my family and printed off some information for them so they can try and understand how i am feeling. Tony has been a gem thismorning, I'm feeling a little better. Just the kids to go now.....
i have given them numbers to call if they need support and there is also a group in my home city they can attend with tony.
it's all i can do. i just wish i didn't have to put them through this. maybe i was selfish to have children in the first place.

Jinny