i wish i had a good peace of advice to give you.

but don't

i was unfortunate enough to be born in to a family where they don't accept illness as a real thing.

their's have been times, for example, where other family members have been in a coma- and mym other would say well, it's just in their heads.. they are fine really

shut out now

ah well

has it's advantages

((((hugs))))))