Pikku Myy: "So many people here on PC that hate me... will give it a rest. Be well bipolar 1 suffers."

No way! You are very much cared for here.
I don't know why you feel this way, but it is surely a misperception. I rarely venture beyond the BP threads, but this so perplexed me that I felt compelled to dig a bit. I hope that was ok. I just truly could not imagine such a thing!

I had not realized that you have been going through such a rough time. Perhaps you are feeling especially sensitive under such stress(?) I don't want to presume too much... Just know you are loved here. If you feel the need to take a break, it would not be my place to say otherwise. BUT! We are here. You are part of this community, and we are ready and waiting to help, and be there for you to post or not post as you personally find helpful, ok?
Much love.

(Sorry on the quote format. I messed something up and couldn't make it appear.)