(((Hugs))). I get you. I've always known something is different about me, but I used to just think everyone else was wrong when I was manic. Like I was the only correct person in the world and dveryone else should be medicated. It's really hard and I hope you can consistently keep with whatever does you the most good. It's hard but it's possible to accept the diagnosis and see better days. I'm convinced. (((Hugs)))