Sorry to hear that you are having such a rough go of it, hun. I truly hope ya'll luck out with a good Doc. Health care just aint what it used to be anywhere these days. Usta be that the doc who brung you into this world treated you like his own kin. But nowadays seems like all these docs care about is being right with their fancy schoolin, aint no way they be willin to admit fault, heck aint no way in their noggins that us average folk just might know our ars from our elbows..if they aint got some computing machine to show them with they own eyeballs. Keep the faith, hun! Dont let nobody tell you that you dont know thyself! Cus the truth is between nobody but you and your maker to know.