Straight. I find women beautiful but I could never be intimate with one. But I'm widowed. I was with my husband for 8.5 years, married for almost four. I'm miss being in a relationship but I'm not ready to start dating again. It's been almost a year since my husband died. I'm still processing my grief.

I'm actually scared to start dating even when I'm ready. I've only had two boyfriends in my entire adult life. I met my husband four months after my previous relationship ended and we became exclusive almost immediately. I wouldn't even know how to date. I'm scared of men preying on single moms...It's just so dangerous out there now. I dunno. Maybe someday.