(((hugs))) I know things feel overwhelming right now. When i went for job training years ago i went to the state unemployment office. They told me to practice my typing skills to break 80 wpm then apply for a government job, which i did. Well i did that. And then i worked for them. The state offers free training to bring you up to par on computer skills. Another thing is the local high schools let their students mentor you on the computer to know your way around it, that i found most helpful. I learned when it was me to ask a lot of questions, write a lot of names down and phone numbers. And i made a lot of calls and got a lot of volunteers who helped me get my job, to train for it. It was just wonderful. And then you can get jobs subsidized as a vendor working for the state or government indirectly for a few years contract for good money. Look at all your options. The state dept at the unemployment office has the state and government listings for jobs that you can look at in their data base. blessings and tc