I am not sure how this works (forums) but I feel the same way. I'm in an overwhelming constant state of fear, rage, and pain. I just joined and took the sanity quiz and am no where near sane right now. I've got 9 serious issues and they're right. I'm all alone in the world and hate it but want everyone to leave me the hell alone. I don't know how to explain that. I'm like "please don't leave me" and "F Off" at the same time. My relationship w/ my BF is going down the tubes I'm sure because who wants to deal w/ this level of crazy? I'm frigging scared to death.